18.June.2001
primitive
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ashes to ashes, dust to dust, this is what becomes of us
Make us strong, lead us to where we belong. And let it all go by, let it all go by.
Annie Lennox "Primitive"
No one quite understands my ability to explain the innate psychological conjuring of love, how it was borne from the beginning of time, the Big Bang, and humanity has only gone downhill since then. With love came hate, with peace came destruction, the yin and yang of the universe, balance in ill polarity. Cells divide, separation, another life is born, love is an instinct.
But so is desire, betrayal, selfishness, compassion, indifference. We were not taught. We just were. I am a slave to biology as you are a slave to biology. You are a lab-rat as I am a lab-rat. The meaning of life is that there is no meaning, only what we personally fulfill. Heaven is earthbound, hell is earthbound, it's all psychosomatic.