11.Apr.2001

transient

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tangible

But transient. Passing quick through its existence. Can something that always returns, however, still be considered transient. What I feel inside of me is tangible. It is hard. It is painful and on the samehand very beautiful. It is possibly the most painful thing I have endured on this kind of level. Weening myself from my four-year use of Effexor coupled with this and coupled with the severe fragility of my existence has added surreality to all of it. If only I could be apart of this.
Intimate.
Age, but youth.
Transient.
I have made mistakes.
That I don't wish to make anymore.
Please understand this ball in my stomach is a constant reminder of my affinity.

Transient.

No.

Never.

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time & machine