04.Mar.2001

nevermind.

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i love the post-coital niccotine fix; it's about the only pleasurable thing about smoking. i'm sure resolution plays a very large part in it as well. i tease myself as much as possible; i abstain. i'm a good girl for about 8 days and then i let myself flow. the reward is much much much more than dulling yourself on sex everyday.
he is running late for work, but he doesn't care.
neither do i. most quandaries disappear.

he just yelled because i dried my dyed hair with a good towel; i told him not to penetrate the impending peace. everything will be fine. don't disrupt the tranquility.
he yelled at the dog. i told him not to penetrate the impending peace. please don't destroy this moment.
he said: 'then tell the dog to move it!'
most pleasurable moments in my life are short-lived.
he just let the cat out.
i will be awake for another hour.
i think he hates me.

"if he were an icecream, he'd be cookie-dough asshole."

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time & machine