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i miss you.

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you

your voice cuts into me as it used to in my formative hours.
your voice leaves a stain of need on my lips.
you have brought 'the fucking yearning' back into my shadowed, isolated core.
you danced, then you left.
you cut straight to the most painful vein.
i ache for you again.
i haven't ached for you in years.
i disregarded all that you were.
you never abandoned me.
you let me abandon you.
you are an idiot.



lower-case comes in a rush of nervous 2nd grader hiding in her desk.

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time & machine