this was the past
it can always be deleted
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30.Nov.2001 - and boys in black
27.Nov.2001 - to myself lean down
20.Nov.2001 - It's not meant to be a struggle up here
16.Nov.2001 - is it in you?
14.Nov.2001 - don't be alarmed
13.Nov.2001 - another year closer to 30
10.Nov.2001 - sleep-change
08.Nov.2001 - a reminder
06.Nov.2001 - Friday is still too far away
02.Nov.2001 - tears for fears makes me happy
01.Nov.2001 - and there ain't no fountain of youth
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and replaced with something better
2001: I was never proud of all of this blatantly misguided past
2002: I fell in love with all of you despite distance
2003: when inebriated heart-ache crashes into surrealism and maternal tragedy
2004: I drank too much