this was the past
it can always be deleted
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31.dec.2003 - I won't even miss a second of this year.
30.dec.2003 - we make. history. in our sleep.
28.dec.2003 - maybe i should cut my hair, do some laundry, make an atom bomb.
26.dec.2003 - semi-caffeinated, post-Christmas waffling
23.dec.2003 - f�r jason
22.dec.2003 - this post was originally supposed to cover music crit.
20.Dec.2003 - the sound of violins long before it begins
19.dec.2003 - please don't take this seriously. i have stupidly physical flaws, too.
19.Dec.2003 - and a partridge in a pear tree
17.Dec.2003 - i know i'm an expensive nerd
16.Dec.2003 - because i always have.
15.Dec.2003 - my diary is starting to feel like an actual diary
13.Dec.2003 - i feel so beautiful
12.Dec.2003 - and the song goes like this ...
11.Dec.2003 - go fly blind
09.Dec.2003 - .
08.Dec.2003 - this has to be, by far, my favorite Goldfrapp song
07.Dec.2003 - when emotional honesty mars a perfectly erotic situation
07.Dec.2003 - it feels like i've been here before
06.Dec.2003 - black milk
30.Nov.2003 - come back my dream
20.Nov.2003 - because the rest are as evanescent as evanescence's career
18.Nov.2003 - succinct.
14.Nov.2003 - or a cough drop
13.Nov.2003 - i've got things to do
The Eleventh of November, 2003 - divide and conquer, my blue-skied traitor.
10.Nov.2003 - taking a respite from the numbers
09.Nov.2003 - she's a grumpy old man
07.Nov.2003 - i have a cool person in my house
04.Nov.2003 - no. she hasn't vanished.
30.Oct.2003 - it will be a dark and silly night
29.Oct.2003 - You Will Never Get to Heaven With a Smile on Your Face
26.Oct.2003 - "I usually wind up dating my good friends," I told him.
25.Oct.2003 - none of my rings fit, anymore
22.Oct.2003 - striped knee socks!
20.Oct.2003 - i started looking
16.Oct.2003 - let me hear your body talk
11.Oct.2003 - well, more "know" than "plan"
06.Oct.2003 - when the armies of emotion go out to fight
04.Oct.2003 - as long as I know who's wearing the trousers
03.Oct.2003 - I never tried to hide my vices.
02.Oct.2003 - i'm going to bed.
02.Oct.2003 - longing is so fucking pass�
30.Sep.2003 - september is going out with a fury
28.Sep.2003 - sixteen brutal misconceptions later
27.Sep.2003 - still I can't escape the ghost of you
22.Sep.2003 - distract yourself with music version six point now
18.Sep.2003 - thank you, everyone. compassion is short these days.
16.Sep.2003 - .
16.Sep.2003 - emotional intermission
14.Sep.2003 - take a break, code girl.
12.Sep.2003 - The Ravie Slave Mirror Site
11.Sep.2003 - It's a Donnie Darko Moon Tonight
10.Sep.2003 - stay tuned
09.Sep.2003 - i just read 'i like it when you're shallow and trite' on someone's guestbook
07.Sep.2003 - you are everything to me
05.Sep.2003 - she returns to the burning site
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and replaced with something better
2001: I was never proud of all of this blatantly misguided past
2002: I fell in love with all of you despite distance
2003: when inebriated heart-ache crashes into surrealism and maternal tragedy
2004: I drank too much