this was the past
it can always be deleted
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28.Sep.2002 - more later
26.Sep.2002 - more to life than this
20.Sep.2002 - keep living
19.Sep.2002 - two burning eyes that don't agree
17.Sep.2002 - and sleep
13.Sep.2002 - memories
10.Sep.2002 - audio update
09.Sep.2002 - still her eyes are staring at me
06.Sep.2002 - nothing but sleep
05.Sep.2002 - insane
04.Sep.2002 - i'm wide awake again
03.Sep.2002 - quiet
01.Sep.2002 - it's just the sound of you and me
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and replaced with something better
2001: I was never proud of all of this blatantly misguided past
2002: I fell in love with all of you despite distance
2003: when inebriated heart-ache crashes into surrealism and maternal tragedy
2004: I drank too much